12月 2009
Just when I thought breaking up with my boyfriend was all just a nightmare, it’s not. I wanted to wake up and pretend nothing had gone on, nothing had changed. But that’s really unfair to a lot of people, myself especially. Really, I feel really, really, drained. I’m not anticipating tomorrow, or any other days. There’s really nothing to expect.
Would you choose your...
I just want life to end. I want to sleep forever. I hate this feeling. so emo.
I’ve forgotten how it was to be single. Now, I’m single again.
My boyfriend just told me he was about to cheat on me, with my bestfriend. Uhm….and I’m not angry. @_@;; Is something wrong here?
reopened
I reopened my music folder of punk music again. Dear lord, it’s been ages since I went through that phase. Punk rocker phase. 13-17 years. I even wore my studded belt. And I matched my hair like how the Jrockers would. And I met my rocker boyfriend. Hahaha.
Now, I’m girly as shit.
Anyway, been listening to Punk goes Pop. <3 I love it.
“Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.”
– Mark Twain (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
boo
My mom made a comment today about my cousin’s girlfriend. She said something like: “Your aunt makes it REALLY obvious that her favourite is your cousin’s girlfriend.” My cousin has other siblings, who also has their own significant others. And my aunt really really favours my cousin’s girlfriend more than the other girlfriends of my other cousins.
I frown seriously,...
Stuff in 2009
Did something you said you would never do.
Payed for someone who said they would pay you back but never did.
Lied about where you were.
Discovered a new musician.
Made something for a friend.
Got a new phone.
Got a new iPod/Zune/Mp3 player.
Watched three or more episodes of Saturday Night Live.
Made fun of someone.
Created a tumblr.
Flew on a plane for the first time.
Spoke in front...
So not like anyone cares, but have I mentioned that my wisdom tooth actually grew. It’s poking out of my gums right now, and it’s hurting like a mother! Sometimes there’s blood. Ugh I don’t know, =_= I’ll go to the dentist after the holidays. What a pain. Gross. Am I a tiny bit wiser now 8D?
So I’m still having that cupcake craving. It’s been a week now. And people also think I’m pregnant. Wtf? Let’s just say: PMS.
boyfriend crap.
So my boyfriend is officially no longer the little rocker that he was when I first met him. I didn’t know a person could change this drastically. Hahaha. On the other hand, I am one to blame for influencing him into liking korean music, which is..mainly all the mainstream they have, Big Bang and all that. Therefore, yes, my boyfriend is into Hip Hop, R&B and rap.
What has happened to...
money is harsh.
So..spending money I don’t have..feels weird. Hahaha. And I haven’t even gotten christmas presents for everyone. And this is what happens when you have like 7 people in the family, plus a boyfriend and his family and a few close friends to remember during Christmas time. BROKE as hell. I spent my mom’s money, but, of course I’d have to repay her. Then I have about 2...
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Mark, I love you. And I’m sorry.
